Life

man i tell you, sometimes you can be cruising with God, no problem, then all of a sudden you find yourself in a routine, and i tell you now that is one of the worst places to be with God, you cant ever let it happen, man i found it so incredibly hard to get out of it. cos i mean if you are in a routine all of a sudden God doesnt mean as much as he should. so all of a sudden your falling into pits with problems that you never thought you would do or go back to...

but

then you find yourself again. it all comes flooding back to you, everything, the wonder the beauty, everything that God meant to you before, but you find even more, discover even more about God, before you never read the bible, then all of a sudden you discover something you never knew before. and you cant put it down, your reading all sorts of books out of the bible, philipians, psalm, even Jesus' sermon that he gave in the desert... or was it on a boat... maybe it was those and many more, might have to go back and read it again... think i will... I'd like that.

and then

you wonder what pulled you out of this rut...
you realise you had been trying for so long to get out of it, and then....
it just hits you
you find that it was when it was one of the very rare occasions you sat in your sister's room, on her bed with her and listened to a CD. on that CD was a guy named Brit. from America. now the topic that he had been talking on was dating, but the thing that he talked about in his sermon was being content with God. what he said was that people want a relationship with a girl or a guy. thing is though is that God is not going to place someone in your life when you are not first content with him. why? because if he did put someone in your life that you were to fall in love with the relationship with that person would become more imprtaqnt thatn God. it would be idolitry. and that just pulls you away from God. now i dont think that God puts specific people in your life when the chances are very high that you would break up with them anyway, but i do think that God when the time is right for you does open up your eyes to a relationship. now feel free to correct me on that one. but if you are serious about God then i do believe that he does protect you from just falling for some random. and i do believe he did that for me. i had wanted a relationship with girl for so long. but from the wise words of a great friend. its just how we are structured. its nothing special. but i firmly belive God protected me and i got through that stage and i am better for it.

and now...

i am so content with God, i am really loving my life at the moment. and just in time for the holidays.

hehe...

now onto work experience...
luved it
every moment of it!!! Tom Helen Belinda Steve Rachel K and especially Barb were all marvelous.
i ran part of a prayer meeting, designed a flyer, did a little talk at the 8am and 10am services last sunday, scripture services at mimosa and belrose, went to various meetings, bible study groups, ate lunch, and the big one...


PHOTOCOPIED, CUT, AND ORGANISED OVER 4100 FLYERS FOR BACK TO BETHLEHEM!!! and that was on my second day. now of course i had a heap of help from Belinda, and together we got the huge job done. cootoes to us.

well i think thats all...

tim